11:26pm.
I'm really speechless now.idk why.
The feeling is funny, uncomfortable &annoying.
It's a kind of shit ass feeling that i always not wanted.
Talking to D now.
I'm mostly answering not talking.
As blank as my mind is how quiet am i.
I hate myself for all this to happen.
But i've told myself, i've to move on in order for things to get better.
All this past have to get out of our life.
& it will trust me.
I'm turning in now. D is waiting to turn in together.
Bye earthlings.
Good night.
I need D.
ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:25 PM