Teehee =D
I did this.
Photos took today.
Night now.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:30 AM

12:25am.
Effing food poisoning!
It's like 3 days and it's still here, creating more problems.
Oh my gosh. So annoying.
I met D in the afternoon, finally today.
Went to his house to meet him then to causeway point.
Drumming stomach he had.
Did nothing much.
We seperated cause i've a program to attend.
The usual one. TIP, thank god it's the last.
Not that i didn't have fun, but it always falls on friday.
Anyway had loads of fun theer today.
Games, cards, chocolates.(:
Although i hardly eat chocolates.
I gave it to my mum. Cause it's M&M peanut.
She loves peanut.
Trained back to woodlands with D, he had dinner.
I couldn't eat, damn it.
The food poisoning, gastric, diarrhoea is seriously killing me.
D sent me home.
Good night.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:19 AM

2:09pm.
Nothing special about today.
I just felt like blogging.
Am suppose to be working now, but nothing much to do.
Effing boring.
Jessprecious is out for her physiotherapy.
I'm left with myself.(:
D is kind of hyperactive earlier on.
& very weird.But we're fine now.
Friday is coming soon, I can't wait to see you.
But i've program on friday that equals to 2 hours less.
Awww... ):
I might be going home later.
Reporting tomorrow.
Kohlaoliang's adventure race, i might not be going.
If i'm going to pattaya for windsurfing competition.
I don't think i could be qualified.
18 knots of wind?
DUH!!!!!!!
I'm so so bored.
Bye.
I love D!

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 2:08 PM

11:17pm.
Time passes so slowly without you.
So meaningless.
Not that i'm saying what i'm doing now is meaningless.
Just, things will be very different with you around.
Much better, much more better.
Right, had a little tiff with D.
But not that bad, Fine now.
& i miss him, superb.
Sadly he wouldn't be booking out this weekend.
Aww... i'm gonna miss him so much.
D hadn't been replying my messages for hours.
He's in some kind of mission stuff.
Went to work today.
Nothing much.Didn't had breakfast nor lunch.
But tea break & dinner.
Training tomorrow. (:
I need a spare phone, anyone?
Blogshop rotting.
Please support.(:
Watching tv now. Tons of cd. But nice show.
Alright i'll stop here.
Bye earthlings.
I love, miss D!

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:16 PM

Idk what's the hell time now.
I'm suppose to be asleep like 2hours ago.
But i end up still awake.
& blogging now.
I haven't blogged for a week?
Was not realy busy but, stayed out for 2 days.
Stayed in hostel, due to trainings.
This will happen every week.
At least 2 days of stay over.
I miss D really really much.
Till i couldn't concentrate on whatever i am doing.
Duh.
Nevermind.Nobody cares.
My legs are super tanned now.
Inappropriate/two-toned? I'm getting sailing tights real soon.
& the effing dirty seawater is killing my face.
Toxics/harmful.
Idk what i will be doing tomorrow.
Hopefully i'll be able to wake up late or get a off day or something.
Effing tired.
Cab back to woodlands from aljunied.
Chelsie sent me home. Straight home.Thanks,girl.
& she was afraid she didn't have enough money.
I only had a 50. I passed her the whole damn note.
Leaving myself with nothing. Ass.
Saw meisim at admiralty earlier on.
Chat,smoked,home.
Called D. Talked for 15 effing short mins.
I miss you sweetheart.
Bye earthlings.
I love D!

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:47 AM

3:03pm.
Jessprecious predict that there wouldn't be windsurfing t6oday,
Due to the fitness test thing.
& i hate fitness test.
I ain't embarass to say it was like centuries ago,
When i last ran or attend gym sessions.
& i smoke.
That's the worst part of all.
I'm not trying to push the blame to my effing bad habit.
Running is totally out of my dictionary.
I hate running.It suck.
I'm now sitting in the classroom blogging.
Duh.Life is so boring.
Especially when you coudn't control your own life.
I can't wait for the year to pass.
I can't wait to say goodbye to 09.
I can't wait for 2010 to come.
I need life, i need a change.
I can't wait for me to turn 18.That is year 09 but december.
It's only febraury now.
Idk what will effing happen to me to skip fitness test.
I'm just saving my own ass.
I hadn't even thought that this would come.
I'm def not prepared.
D is having slight fever, resting now.
I wished i could be with him now.
Time please fly!!!!!
Stop taking your own sweet time to let the sun set.
It's time to pass the day.
I believe everybody is tired.
Bye earthlings.
I love D.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 3:02 PM

11:40pm.
I woke up effing early today.
As early as 6am & i slept like 2:30am?
Yesterday night was nightmare.
Anyway, i thought i would sleep in the bus like a loghead.
I didn't i was wide awake, listening carefully to every song played.
I was thinking we couldn't avoid quarrels so what should we do?
But we always end up throwing everything out.
If we could skip the quarrelling part.
It's perfect. Fact is nothing is perfect.
V day V day V day...
Nothing special cause to me everyday is V day!
Was supposed to have breakfast with daddy.
He woke up late.
Daddy sent me to causeway point.
Took 168 to bedok interchange.
& ms naomi say she'll be late.
Still while waiting, the music keeps playing.
Through the ear plugs and my lips.
& flash backs occupied my mind.
Went for training.
Was fun i guess.
Left nsc at 3?
Met D at causeway point.
Effing boring shopping centre.
Time for change!
Went woodlands centre.
And cab home.
I'm turning in right now.At this very moment.
Before i start to have dark circles.
I'm actually effing tired.
But i just think there's a need to update.
I love D.
Good night!

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:32 PM

10:30pm.
I didn't meant to be that way.
I know it's unusual but people change.
I love you, Sweetheart.
Maybe it's because we're together for long.
I got used to the presence of you or over.
Anyway, met D at his house.
Went out, obviously.
Here and there we still end up in causeway point.
Had Long john silver for lunch.
Went back to his house.
Chanel met me.
She updated me about stuffs.
& she went home.
Stayed in D's house until 8:30pm.
His dad sent me back.
I gave him the screwed up present.
I hope he likes it.
Meeting Naomi at bedok mrt tomorrow 9am.
So i'm turning in early tonight.
Good night earthlings.
I love you D!

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 10:24 PM

12:10pm.
I woke up like an hour ago.
Was super lazy to crawl out of bed.
I can't think of next week to come.
9am. 6A mattar road.
Effing far. Daily basis.
But i'm gonna do it, i promised.
I met D last night for dinner.
We went admiralty for KFC.
My new passport is ready for collection!
HooHoo.Idk what to write anymore.
I screwed up my valentine present for him.
But he still wants it.
I'm waiting for him now.
Will be meeting him in an hour or so.
I love D

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:09 PM

12:00pm.
I just woke up,
without sending my brother to the airport.
I didn't did it on purpose.
D is not contactable today.
I'm gonna rot at home!!
Super boring.
I'm suppose to be in the sea a few hours from now.
But it's already so so late
Despite leaving home i'm really SHAG.
To leave home and transport down to nsc.
If there's a staright bus, i wouldn't mind.
But too bad, it's woodlands here and east coast there.
If i have a car or bike or a chaffeur, I really would't mind at all.
D get your license fast you said you would bring me everywhere.
Too bad i wouldn't dare to drive.
Maybe as time goes by.
But def not soon.(:
I just hang up with jessprecious.
Nothing specific that i'll be doing today.
Especially when the whole world is like so dead.
Singapore need life!!!!
Bye, I miss D.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:04 PM

1:15am.
Yesterday night was cruel.
But it's over.
Anyway, i woke up eighthirty in the morning.
Prepared and went for my reporting.
Met jessprecious at dhoby ghaut.
DXO has changed it's ownershp and renovated,
Someone approached me asking me to get the membership card.
Lasting for a year? Saying it's only for first 100 people.
Jessprecious and i each got one.
Had gelare in plaza sing.
chanel was suppose to join us but she's stuck in hostel.
We'll come out together one day alright.
Walked around & i bought another pair of sandals.
From image turn.
I shouldn't have bought in bugis yesterday.
I like the one i bought today.
I got both so..
We walked to orchard.
Went for party world.
Singing our anger out? HAHA.
Sing to vent anger sounds cool.
I went back to ag after, it's a waste of time i shouldn't had went back.
Head home after.
I'm sending m brother to the airport tomorrow.
& most probably wind surfing later in the noon.
Sweetheart loves for mr chua.
D wouldn't be contactable tomorrow.
Some out field thing.
I'm gonna miss you so so much.
Good night, love.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 1:13 AM

1:01am.
Past two days i didn't really get to sleep.
It's freaking irritating when nobody understands.
How tired am i.
Monday have to send sister to school.
Tuesday reporting.
What the hell, my eye lids are like super heavy?
& obviously if this carry on my eyebags will come out.
After being in the sea plus sun my face is like.WOW.
Pimples, sun burnts.
& i'm tanned again. Just the lower body and my face.
Cause i had rash guard on.
I think it's funny to have double skin colour,
But better than people mistaking me as a malay?
I'm not naturally tanned but easily tanned.
So one day is already enoughnot saying three?
I got to meet D on sunday before he booked in.
Somewhere near my block, at a resident corner.
Just to see each another and talk.
Monday, i sent sister to school in the morning.
Met chanel in causeway point.
Had Macdonalds for breakfast.
Took my ID photo.
Waited for like 45mins? Effing hell.
Went to city hall to return DVD.
Met jessprecious at raffles Mrt.
Trained down to lavender to get my passport renewed.
Going overseas in march !! HooHoo.
Went to bugis. Got a top, sandals, Long pants, bag.
I spent like it was nobody business.
The top was twelve bucks, sandals twenty,
Long pants thirtytwo and the charles and keith bag was forty bucks?
Haha.I know i shouldn't spent like how i did.
Anyway, went to Jp nothing much actually.
Saw beelin, cindy & co.
Then waited for daddy to finish work.
Fetched me & we went home.
D i love you!

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:56 AM

HOT AND COLD
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know


And you over think
Always speak
Crypticly


I should know
That you're no good for me
[CHORUS]
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(you) You don't really want to stay, no
(but you) But you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down


We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring
I should know thatYou're not gonna change
[CHORUS]
Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coasterCan't get off this rideYou change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes[CHORUS]

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 5:34 PM

5:15pm.
Finally i'm back home sitting ifront of the computer.
I'm so dead, after 3 days of racing.
It's a killer, i swear.
I didn't race all races but the new sail & board is really a big no no.
Nobody wears a new dancing shoes to a dancing competition.
True enough i made that mistake.
I didn't regret, experience.
Got a position 6th and 2nd.
I didn't race today cause i'm really not well.
The feeling suck to the effing core.
But it's over for now.
More trainings coming up.
I'm gonna get hold of the 7.8m sail!!
Idk how long it'll take but i'll try.
Old man is really demanding. He don't understand what the hell am i going true.
What passion of a windsurfer & stuff.
I'm not a robot.
People can do it doesn't mean that i could or i should.
Resting for 2 days wednesday back to training. :)
My hand has a super big hole, blister.
Flesh insight makes me puke. Disgusting.
My legs is full of scratches, do i deserve all this?
So it's my fault to be so clumsy.
Gosh i don't want to talk about it anymore.
Had a little arguement with D last night.
But we're fine now.
I thought i would be able to see him but no i didn't had a chance,
& he's booking in tonight, Damn it.
I'm sorry, sweet heart.
My blogshop is rotting.
please support!!!!
SUPPORT!
Bye people.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 5:14 PM

11:45pm.
I'm not going to write much.
I superb sleepy now.
& idk why.
Just hang up the phone with D.
Piano lessons tomorrow.
To causeway to get cake & to sister's school.
Nsc to try the new equipments.
Bye earthlings.
I'm really sleepy.
& i told D i'm sleeping now.
Darling, you know you love me.
:) :) :) :)

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:44 PM

1:10pm.
If i'm at home now i wouldn't know what will i be doing.
Anyway, i'm in hostel now.
Stayed over last night.
Mainly because i've to reach MOE at 7.45am.
Superb early okay.
Didn't come back for so long.
Things are mostly the same except for some.
Due to the trainings i woke up at 8am? On monday?!?!
To bring my sister to breakfast and to school.
I'm doing my part as a sister :)
Head home after.
Planned to sleep but failed to.
I just lie on my sofa,
Half of myself watching tv & the other dead.
I couldn't move. Even to smoke.
Until 2pm i left home.
Reached ag & went for a run. ?!?! Duh.
& went to geylang for macdonalds with jessprecious and chanel.
We planned to dine at payar lebar,
But the bus we took was crowd with people with awesome BOs.
Damn it.Air pollution.
We ate and went to payar lebar.
Went to print photos.
& head back to ag home.
Bathed & stuff.
Guess what, we played Big 2 and blackjack.
It's like gambling den in our room.
It was effing hilarious but really fun.
Some kind of girls sleepover.
Exception, no alcohol, no smoking.
It's cool.
I was talking to D while playing.
Multi task.
I turned in ear;y cause i was really restless.
& old man came out to our room when we were playing.
It was like the 4 of us starring at each another.
Not knowing what to do.
But we got off, when we talk he was going to scream his lungs out.
Luaghed, talked, played, Sleep.
D called me in the morning like 5:50am?
To wake me up actually.
But jessprecious slept late so she slept until 6:30am.
Left ag & head to tanah merah to wait for ms naomi.
She was late.
& i was all the long half dead cause it was effing early.
Teaching the students were really fun.
Rewinding & reflecting back on me for my first in windsurfing.
Went tampines mall for lunch & bought some stuff back.
Now i'm sitting in the computer lab blogging.
HooHoo~ The air con is satisfying due to the hot weather.
Come back later.
Bye earthlings.
I love D.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 1:09 PM

9:31pm.
2 days gone for windsurfing.
Saturday was NTU open windsurfing championships.
& sunday training.
Damn tired.
Saturday, Left home at 8am.
Have to reach Nsc at 9am?!?!
Effing early. But but but i did sleep early the day before.
So not so bad just not used to waking up so early.
Reached at 8:30am. Rigged up & waited.
Sailed over to Pa & had briefing.
Launched and race start.
4:15pm back to Nsc. Un-rigged waited for de brief.
Went home. Had dinner with relatives.
Mahjong. I won :):):)
HooHoo.
Sunday, training.
Requested not to be waken up for church.
Woke up at 11:30am.
D's mum called to get his photo from me.
Left home at 1pm.
Reached at 2plus because mum drived?
It's the first time i use a harness after windsurfing for so long.
It'll def takes time to get used to it.
But it's really cool.
You get to hook on & stuff.
Singapore open windsurfing championships, this friday saturday & sunday.
3 days straight, i'm dead for sure.
My fingers are going to tear away from my hand.
Duh.Anyway, has ipoh hor fun for dinner at old town white coffee.
Nice soothing soup after a long day.
Wind was very gusty today.
Good night earthlings.
I love D.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 9:20 PM