Hey sweetie,
I'm now blogging you in blog cause somehow rather i've got no one to talk to.
You left without saying goodbye. Gosh.
I'm really not used to not having you to text all those messages to me.
I feel so empty, so lonely.
Do you have the same feeling when i wasn't around?
I understand now. I'm sorry.
For the first few weeks of my home leave, we started of bad, real bad.
Cause your actions really do show that you no longer care, as much as before.
Or am i holding on too tight? Idk.
So i decided to talk to you about it & it turned out great. =)
I'm really happy that you've never given up on me since day 1.
Although i've done so much.
I know i've been saying the same old things that you might think that i'm not even sincere.
But.. One thing for sure.
I LOVE YOU!

It's has been ages since i've last seen you.
Damn i really missed you! & now you're not even contactable -.-
I can't wait to see you again, seriously.
I'm not going to thailand anymore but you'll be away for long.
Remember our promise.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:07 AM

10:35pm.I'm now drinking beer while i blog.DUH
.I think i really need to cut down on alcohol.I'm sorry.
Woke up at 6:15am today.Dad drove me to aghome to pass the tickets to papachoo.
Jessprecious and i den left for NSC.
Went somewhere to eat braekfast, we both had prata.
I drank coke, i think i'm mad. Fancy drinking coke at such a hour.
Jessprecious den suggest that we don't take the transport.
But in the end we ran so fast that it was like marathon, just to catch the transport & we were 20 seconds early still.
Reached NSC at 9am bute the regatta starts at 2:30pm?!
Laze around in the sailsmart office.
Ended about 5 pm and i left to downtown east.
Relatives are having a bbq there but i didn't go in.
Cause we( dad,bro & me) went to eat first. Had japanese food. Nice =)
By the time we finish eating, it's already 8:30pm.
So... went home.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:31 AM

Corona Pasta.

Sister.


Mum and dad.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:57 PM

9:51pm,
Extra sleep today cause of yesterday's mahjong and wine.
Reached NSC at about 1+.
Rigged up and went down at about 2pm.
Wind was good but my hand seems like i couldn't hold on to the sail.
Was very tired but had a very good time.
Went off to PA had dinner with my parents. The restraunt there is nice.
Although it's a little expensive. Or rather very expensive.
Had a bottle of corona. HAHA. and took some pictures.
Requested for extra day at home, and here i am blogging.
I just hangedthe phone with my boyf. And i can't wait to see him.
Seriously my sister is damn it irritating. She really thinks that she's the in-house princess?
Sorry this doesn't applies in the family.
You're still young so don't come here and try to show your farking damn it attitude.
I only come home once a week so what do you want now? DUH~
I'm turning in early tonight cause i'm meeting jessprecious tomorrow morning.
And it's like i have towake up at 6:30am in the morning.
I'm browsing so online blogshops cause i;m suddenly so interested,
But still couldn't find.
Nights people.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:53 PM

Sometimes i really wonder, do you really ever cared for me at all?
I mean are you really that busy that you couldn't even text a single message to me?
Since morning?
Please..I told you i want to prove everyone wrong that you're not what they think.
You make me feel really.. Idk.
I just talked to my dad about you, everything is going so fine.
How many times have this happened? Ask yourself.
Promises? No other times? I'm sorry?
Hey love, there's a limit to everyone's patience.
I'm not trying to find fault in you, I just want to know the reason why.
Baby, please..
Stop all this, it's driving me crazy!!

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:05 AM

16thNovember08'
Church ! Church ! Church !
Met jessprecious bright early in the morning.She went to my church. Long way down eh?
I hope you enjoyed the drama. Come more often if you can.
Awaiting for the christmas drama. You'll def have to wake up super duper early for that.
Haha.Was supposed to go for training but i mentioned i was down with flu.
We ended up in IMM. It was short but i really had a great time.
Jessprecious ate longan without paying!!
It was my first time watching her shop for groceries and she really can be a woman.
She went home after and i went to causeway point to meet my mum.
Went shopping and back to Aghome.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 9:47 PM

10:28pm.I woke up super early today, so that i wouldn't be late.
Reached there around 8:25am. Jessprecious reached about 5mins later.
Supposingly to eat & leave there asap, we ended up shopping around changi airport.
T3 is very different from the other terminals.Took some photos.Had yakun for breakfast.
Went to take a puff & off we went to take bus 36.
Reached NSC & it was very very early.
Slacked in Jess office, she watched movies while i do my stuffs.
When i was talking to my brother, she suddenly laughed very loudly & gave me a shock.
LOL.super funny,Den papachoo came with briget,winnie & vanessa.
Went for training, wind was good.But not constant on & off.Very irritating.
Had a good time bouncing up & down the sea.LOL.
Something cut my sole when i was going to launch from PA.Painful*
I'm now down with flu & sore throat. Everything is so irritating.
I'm now home.Eating porridge, drinking herbal tea.Hope it helps cause it's so BITTER!
Got to turn in early again tonight cause i'm meeting Jessprecious again.
Invited her to my church to watch drama.Can't wait for tomorrow.

She is a angry woman now.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:14 PM

Hello people,i'm back long ago from my program.
I was late, DAMN!
I think i'm just too absent minded/stupid. I didn't loook at where the bus was going, happily board the bus and stupidly taking a whole damn de tour?
FARK i couldn't believe it man.
Luckily i ran back to ag home for help if not, i'll def be in deep shit.Luckily no forfeit was given. Anw, got to know a few friends there.Actually they're nice people.lol. It's just that we didn't realise it.It's not too late either.
The parents session was boring.-.-
I mean for us, the teenagers. Mostly what they said was for parens information.
Ms martha told my parents that i'm a fast learner etc. It's going on the positive side, till now.Hopefully until the program ends.
I'm home now, just talked to jessprecious on the phone. Telling me how the fat ass pissed her off. Fat ass really pissed people off, when is she leaving man.She's giving everybody hard life except for her beautiful room people. It sucked totally.
Beautiful room my FOOT. Most of the people in there are either mentally retarded or needs extra mothers care?
So i guess the conclusion is if fat ass leave this place they will all go crazy/mad/lunatic/bonkers?? DUH~ stop bull shitting.
YOU are the one sitting there thinking that this is your territory, doing nothing but ordering people. Being the 4th level princess?
So what do you expect? Money to rain down from the sky? All you do everyday is eat,sleep,complain and talk bad about people, what else?
YOU are just a stupid jealous hypocrite. Please, if one day you'll just stop talking bad about other people that will be a miracle. FARK off man.
I've to turn in early tonight cause i'm meeting jess early in the morning 830am at changi airport for breakfast.I told her i'll be there.
Everybody, no late movies tonight.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:26 PM

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