1:34am.
I'm always awake.HooHoo.
Haven't been blogged for a few days since my bloshop opened.
I really really hoped there will be customers.
It's like not seen at all except meisim.(thanks alot)
No ads no nothing.
Have been hiding at home for the past few days.
Did nothing except blogshop blogshop & blogshop.
So i really really hope people will start viewing.
It's 2009 in like another 23 hours? Time slides so quickly.
& i guess it's time to really start anew.
Meaning to also get away from those bad memories and stuff.
2009:
New year, new start!
Shopping.
Find a part time job,anybody needs helper?
Choose to study or take up the scholarship.
Learn piano fast fast fast!
Get a laptop real soon.
I-touch.(coming soon)
Competition in Feb.
My hair to grow.
End probation.
Japan,HongKong,Taiwan,Perth.
God to bless my beloved family.
Awaiting for 2009 12th,14th,23rd,25th & 31st.
To have you back to my side again.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 1:34 AM

12:30am.
I didn't update for the past few days because,
I'm like browsing through every blogshop that catches my eye.
And just by looking at 1 kills alot of time.
Went for church wedding on Saturday morning.
Mum's colleage.
I love church weddings!
Everything's like so pretty & beautiful (no difference actually)
It's just so AWESOME.
Stayed at home for the whole saturday and sunday!
Nothing much.
Busy with my new blogshop!!
Please support!

closet-shop-fashion.blogspot.com

Bye Earthlings!

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:29 AM

6:17pm.
I didn't blog yesterday cause computer was down.
I usually blog after i bath. But dad didn't bring his laptop back yesterday.
House computer was down. Brother needs his computer.
I'm left with the TV.
Yesterday brother's girlfriend was supposed to fly back to shanghai.
But she didn't cause she don't want to.
Extended till 31stdecember. Better then nothing.
Went to watch 2 movies yesterday.
Bedtime stories & I.p man.
Both were great movie but i still haven't watch twilight!!
What the hell.
That was the show i wanted to watch so badly.
I'll watch it definitely.
Watch bedtime stories in the morning, with brother, girlfriend &sister.
Was ok, very fantasy kind of movie. Raining gumballs? Duh.
I.p man was in the evening.
Worth to watch.
Very touching and a liitle violent. Rate 5 for that.
Watched with brother, girlf, sister.
Went home after that.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 6:16 PM

2:25am.
Again, i'm still awake now.
Darling, life so quiet without you.
Everyday, i just hoped &wished that you were here with me.
Although i'm disappointed with all the things i've heard.
I still longed for you to come out.
The love is still so strong, i couldn't explain it myself.
I don't know about you.
I may be a shy retarded in the past that don't care,
Whatever,whoever that happen or comes in between us.
But i'm not the joyce i used to be in the past.
Fighting hard for what i want is not wrong at all.
Unless.. we're really over.
The 12th, 14th, 23rd, and 25th, gone in just a blink of an eye.
But i look forward to the upcoming year.
I need you,so please let me hear from you soon.

Slept at 4am again.
I'm so unhealthy. But god is with me!!
Supposingly to attend church at 9am, But i woke up at 10:45am.
So went for the 11:15am service.
I hate periods!
Everything was smooth until we finish eating at bukit timah plaza.
The cramps came like 1000 elephants stepping on my tummy!
So unlucky to have it on CHRISTMAS.
We went to a new place call marina barrage.
I would have enjoyed myself if the cramps are not there.
The place is big and the scenery is very nice.
A good place for couples too, I think.
I couldn't even walk properly. Finding place to sit everywhere i go.
I saw this lady who is so fat & her clothes are like stuck to her body.
Her butt was like twiceorthrice of mine. Her shorts look like it's gonnaburst anytime.
& she's wearing a super auntie heels.
Turn off! Yuck! Gross!
I could.t help it so wew went home.
I slept immediately after eating 2 tabs of panadols.
Until 9:30pm when brother called me.
I didn't realise it was so late, as usual.
Dad made my dinner for me.
I took about an hour or more to finish, so not like me.
My brother went to night market without me!
But he came back with food. Hoohoo.
I just finish bathing and i'm waiting for my hair to dry.
I guess i wouldn't be sleeping early cause i slept for 4hours just now.
Christmas is over!!
But new year is coming!
Bye earthlings.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 2:23 AM

Jessprecious.

She looked like she's in a disco

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 3:37 AM

3:12am.
I realise i'm always awake at this time.
I couldn't help it.
There's church tomorrow at 9am &i can't get to sleep.
Turning in late & waking up late is super unhealthy.
Slept at 4am yesterday.I don't know what the hell i was doing.
Time just flew too fast.
& i accidentally off-ed the cool, comfortable air con in my room.
Freaking hell. But the cool temperature came back in like 5 mins?
New air con is always the best.
Woke up at 8:45am by mum to go to the salon.
It's like ages since i pampered my hair since the extensions were up.
I always wanted to say "the extensions are killing me!"
It itches my scalp here & there. It's super irritating.
Can you imagine you're shopping half way & the extension came out right infront of everyones eyes at where you are shopping at. I know it's funny.
I'm taking it out real soon & get clip ons instead.
Did a little rebonding on the top cause it was out of shaped.Ugly,fugly.
Steam-ed and my hair smells of the rebonding gel! duh~
Smelly.POO!
My hair is so nice now, for me.
I'm done in awhile & i head back home first to get my beauty sleep!
In 5 seconds i'm in my dreams. Record break.
The weather was super nice to sleep
Woke up at 2:30pm & i didn't knew it was that late.
Ate lunch, prepared & left home at 4pm when i've to reach hostel at 5pm.
Nice one. I reached there at around 6:15pm.
The place was still & empty.
It started raining heavily, we bet there wouldn't be customers.
But the people started coming in soon after.
We served, joked, played, laughed, shout, scream, whatever.
The night just pass very quickly.
By looking at the food, i swear it's nice.
A 4 course meal that cost sgd25 is worth it there.
Tasted fried ice cream!! It's awesomely delicious.
1 is never enough. Treat from sam. Thanks.
Left at 10 i think, reached home at 11:30pm.
Wheehee, old man accompanied me to countdown for christmas.
When he's already halfway to bed.
When the clock strikes 12, he sent me a message &there he goes to bed.
Lol.I just finish bathing, feel so nice & clean. Not like bribaby!
She don't bath before she goes to bed! Haha.
I'm going to upload some pictures & i'm ready for bed.
Nights people.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 3:11 AM

1:01am.
Christmas eve.
My birthday just pass.
Woke up around 10 plus.
Left house around 3pm.
For program.
Went to Northpoint.
Ate swensens and went home.
That's my day, bye.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:59 AM

1:00am.
Well, happy birthday to me.
It's rather disappointing actually, cause..
I'm the first whom wished myself happy birthday.
The day i've been waiting for 12 months, doesn't seem so atrractive afterall.
It seems like i've been forgotten &disappeared from this world.
Darling, I really wish you were here.
Cause i know there will be def something from you or not.
IDK. I really don't.
Why must it be this time, when i need you the most?! why?!
There goes to show i really miss-ed you.
You let me feel like a fool, but i'm still holding on.
I should be fair.
That's my promise, right precious?
Anyway, woke up at 10plus today.
Slacked around at home with brother's girlf.
Went out at 4:00pm to JP meet jessprecious,
To wait for brother also!.
He made us wait for like 30mins? Thanks!
We seperated.Precious & i went to shop around the JP extension.
Didn't buy a single thing but i got my nails done. Haha.
Sometimes it's good to pamper yourself.
That's girls isn't it.
Until 8. I left for home.
Reached home & here i am sitting infront of the computer, blogging.
I want to watch twilight!!.Heard that it's a good show. MUST watch.
Maybe tomorrow.
Bye people.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:57 AM

12:22am.
I'm still awake as usual.
Woke up bright early in the morning for church.
After church went to Bukit panjang plaza. Eat curry!!
I really need to cut down on food.
I want to slim down like many many!
Duh.Anyway, walk around & seriously BPP is so boring.
Decided to shop at the new JP extension, while waiting for mummy.
She went for her driving lesson.
&guess WHAT?!?!
It's really nice and alot of new shops or rather it's very big.
Went bugis after that to change mummy's bag.
She doesn't like the bag we(brother,girlfriend &i) chose for her. :(
Shopped around &i almost but decided to get a guess wallet at the end of the month.
Went to AG home to pass old man some things &back home.
Tanney bought me a cake from s shop call "lil foot".
It's limited & she managed to get it for me.
Thanks Tanney.
I didn't know what's so special about the cake at first,
But later realise that the cake has inner beauty.haha.
The inside is not like a normal sponge cake.
It's filled with chocolate &cheese in checkered.
Cool! First time i saw cake being designed this way.Awesome.
We cooked "tangyuan" too. Whatever the occasion is,
I had a good time, will be better if you were here.
& like normal we sat around the table, eat,drink,talk.
Like always. I really loved this time, it's really family bonding.
We didn't had this before last time.
Had a long day.But i'm watching "misses no good" now.
Laughed like hell!
Bye people.
Hoho!
1 more day to my birthday! Whoohoo!
Pictures to upload.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:20 AM

11:50pm.
In 10 minutes time, it will be midnight again.
The party ended at around 10:45pm?
Alot of invited guest wasn't here but i've a lot of unexpected guest.
I'm really happy that you guys came.
Made me laugh alot.
Many thanks to you people.
Hope you all enjoyed yourself.
Drank a little only. idk why.
I had fun seriously but it will def mean more if you were here with me.
Jessprecious wasn't here too. DUH~
When the guests came, the first question they asked was,
"Where's boonkiat?"
I couldn't speak at that moment.
But they all knew about it already. so not much for me to explain.
Anyway THANK YOU for all your presents!!
I'm not in the mood to blog. bye.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:59 PM

11:07am.
I'm so irritated laa...
Sickening can?!?! Don't care don't care laa...
It's not as if i owe you something.
You're just a mother, purely just a mother.
You born me this way, what do you expect.
I'm not your dog! Damn it.
Sometimes you really piss me OFF!!
Today was suppose to be a happy &enjoying day.
You spoiled my sleep & my morning.Happy?

I'm sorry darling, i've to drink to give out my anger & sorrows.
I love you & i really hope you're here.
I'll blog later. bye.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:05 AM

12:03am.
Midnight passed 3minutes ago.
I'm so not tired! What the hell.Insomnia or whatever mia it's called.
I can't sleep like a normal person.
Damn it.
Went for program and i kind of like knew something?!
I hate to know the facts, it's always so shit!
Effffff !!
I didn't knew you were such a person.
It's fine to have you as a friend. But never more then that. Trust me.
Your imaturity is gonna kill you one day if you don't learn.
My first impression to you is like wow! & you ruined it YOURSELF!
No one can help you unless you want to change.
DUH!!
Anyway, i went to vista point just now.
Bought many things but notvery expensive.
Drinks for tomorrow.
Tomorrow is DRINKING day!!
Tiger a dozen, Corona a dozen. DUH.
Hopefully, jessprecious will be able to come.
She got the sailsmart workshop 4 to sttend.
I'll leave a piece of cake for you, don't worry big sister.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:00 AM

Got your letter again.

Many things about tomorrow.
I don't seem to understand.
But i know who holds tomorrow.
And who holds my hand!
Just remember, i'll never cease for infinite love!.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 2:05 PM

1:52pm.
I'm on extended homeleave!!
Actually not that happening, Idk why.
Supposingly i should be jumping around.
But it turn out that i want to stay indoors every single day.
What's the reason? Darling, i miss you.
Didn't really do anything this week.
Having insomnia, can't sleep.Every single night without fail.
Slept at 3am yesterday.
Woke up by his mum's phonecall.
Was suppose to go for my physiotherapy.But i woke up late.
Went to causeway &decided not to watse my time rushing down.
Cause i'll def be late.
I didn't blog for the whole damn week. Cause..
Anyway, went to his house to get something and went home.
&here i am blogging.
What will this 2 weeks be like?
Did i make the wrong choice to take up the scholarship?
Am going for program later.
Update tonight.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 1:50 PM

9:23pm.
I haven't blog for the past few days because i'm like out of my mind.
Things are all getting all over the place &
I'm afraid i wouldn't be able to get it done in time.
I went home since wednesday,
Didn't get much sleep every night.
I spent most of the time packing my stuffs and preparing things for 20th dec.
Finally my room is packed, just need some curtains to cover my closet.

Went out with Aaron &Roger &another guy i've never seen before.
Was supposingly just a meet up but aaron suggested town.
So i met them at causeway &it rained.
He decieded to stay around woodlands as he needs too attend a funeral at 7pm.
Aaron suggested to catch a movie.
I didn't want to so i went to pack lunch for my parents &went home.

Today was shit, real shit.
Instead of waking up,starting a new/fresh day.
I ended up crying cause i didn't want to go for training.
I'm super tired but oldman insisted that i must turn up!
I was like so tired I also couldn't talk when jessprecious called me.
Anyway i crawled up, went to eat & went to NSC.
It was raining!!
Training was cancelled!!
Went church and back home.
I missed you deep deep down in my heart & i'm serious.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 9:20 PM

8:47pm.
I'm happy to recieve your letter yesterday.
Really happy.
Even though i'm kind of angry, all those things i've red.
The contents of the letter meant so much to me like you are.
I really hope that those words are said to me &
You really mean what you wrote.

The important thing now is,
It's the 14th dayof december &it's your birthday.
You must be feeling down right now.
Idk what to do or say.
But,
Happy birthday,baby!
Counting down to mine in 9 days.

Be still, my love.
Knowing that who i am,
and waited patiently.
I know the path you trod,so falter not,not a doubt or fear.
Not a sign nor a tear.
Can abide while we trust and obey.
I'm waiting by your side.
I will take you with me, in my happy home.
Where no sin or pain can enter.
Because there's always JOY and LOVE.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 8:44 PM

One.

two

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 7:34 PM

11:17am.
Duh. I'm superb tired now.I didn't really get much sleep yesterday night.
I slept for about Don't know how many hours &
I really wish that my bed was here.
Bye.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:14 AM

I JUST FEEL LIKE DRINKING TILL MY HEART CONTENT NOW!!!!

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:36 PM

12:34pm.
I really don't know what to do now.
I'm so confused, everything happened to quickly &too many.
Is this what you call waiting,missing?!
Hell, i really don't know. You are such a ...!
Disappointment is all i can say.
Finally things are going so well &this is what i what get in the end?
I fought for the wrong person &everyone will be saying,
Serves me right for not taking advises.
What can i do?
I'll just have to say thank you &walk away.
To start anew in everything.

Bye, my love.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:31 PM

11:50am.
Shit Shit &shit.
What is all this? Damn it.
It's over &i can't stand it anymore.
Thanks for the happy memories and we're done.
I mentioned make me go BONKERS and we're over.

Fark the asshole and Fark you!

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:47 AM

Xinyi,Joyce.


Cassida,Joyce.



Joyce,bridget.Baby.




Joyce,Jesslyn.Precious.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 6:38 PM

11:20pm.

Once again i'm sitting infront of my lappy to blog.
Yesterday when i was at Jurong point, i kept thinking alot.
Flashbacks and words came into my mind &i can't wait to write it down.
But i was too busy to blog yesterday.
&i most probably couldn't remember a single thing.
Yesterday night was disastrous.
I sat in the MRT &started crying like a stupid retard.
I don't really know the reason why but i just brokedown.
Today i woke up at 10plus. Went for breakfast,
&went home to recieve he new piano dad bought for me &my sister.
It's gorgeous, really.I'm determined to learn piano!!
Rest at home and we went norhpoint to catch a movie called "City Of Ember"
Kind of a nice show, very different from other shows that came out.
But it's like so not real, like fantasy.
Walked around Northpoint nw building
& head home after buying dinner.
Ate dinner &yet again started drinking. It has become a habit.
Without fail, on weekly basis. Cause i come home once a week.
I'm very happy that i'm going home permanently soon.
I think i drank a little too much that it makes my heart beat faster than usual.
Duh. But i still can blog, so i guess i'm fine.
I planned to watch gossip girl hroughout the night since i don't have to wake up early tomorrow.
LOL.
& sad to say i'm going back tomorrow.
Bye for now.

Sweetie, ILU!

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:21 PM

06thDecember08'

Didn't wake up for church today.Slept late yesterday i guess.
Couldn't get to sleep.
Went to jessprecious birthday bbq yesterday.
Well i find it awkward cause i don't know anyone of them.
& i'm not in the mood.I'm sorry precious.
Left her place at about 7:50pm & reached home around 8:40pm.
Packed our rooms before we got shot dead by bullets again.
My dad painted my room and i went to bed after midnight pass.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:16 PM

1:53am.
I'm now still awake.Cause i couldn't sleep.
I don't know where the ... is jessprecious.She's not replying my messages.
Damn. Something is wrong.
Please don't be like this.
Met ching soon before program at around 2pm.
We wanted to eat there but in the end he ate at braddell.
I didn't have the appetite to eat so i ate fries instead and a can + a bottle of coke.
Coke fan lol.
I'm now sitting infront of the computer typing the words but i can't think of anything to write.
Cause i'm very worried.
I bought a new phone today.
Finally, bought samsung F480.Luxury brown. Cool.
I'm still trying to get used to it caused it's kind of funny, really.
I'm still happy that dad bought me the phone i like. Thans daddy.

Hope that you'll get my letter as soon as possible.ilu.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 1:49 AM

9:15am.
It seems like i'm gonna get screwed anytime from now cause something is really wrong.
Damn. It sounds funny when someone says he's gonna kill you
& i'm gonna die stuffs like that. It suck!
I don't know how on earth did a;; this happen when everything is still fine last night.
I've get to know a very bad news last night,
& i just couldn't believed what actually happen, happened!?
I'm not gonna blame you for anything but just that you didn't tell me the truth.
I bet if it is not for your mum i wouldn't know anything?.
I know it's difficult but...

I'll be waiting.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 9:11 AM

12:40pm.
It's freaking hot outside now & i'm def gonna get burn if i get my ass out there.
Briefing is starting anytime from now & i decided that maybe i could blog cause i'm bored
& i'm missing him, again.
I'm now sitting in a air-conditioned cabin & it feels damn nice to be in here.
Than out there.
The season is HERE! CHRISTMAS is here.!
& my birthday is in 23 days time.
Party & more party!
6 days more to jessprecious birthday.
Girl, don't worry so much. we're going to enjoy ourselves like never before.
Till your mind fly everywhere, cause you couldn't resist. =)
We are all gonna have so much fun.
This would be the first year & for the other years, i promise i'll be there.
Regardless of whatever happens. I love you.

Remember to say "i miss you" to me everyday as you've promised.

Chill the sky is gonna be clear till 3pm & it's freaking hot.
Damn it.
Darling, i love you.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:39 PM