12:03am.
I didn't update for days.duh.
Time is running out.
Extended home leave ending soon.
Darling, i miss you.
I'm really sorry for all those criticism i've said.
I didn't mean it, really.
I didn't know what i said will affect you so much.
I feel bad writing all those stuffs to you, i'm deeply sorry.
The 8th is coming soon.Gosh.
Pray that nothing will happen.
I love you truly with all my heart.
With no doubts nor indecisiveness.
I just didn't want our relatinship to end up like any others.
I want us to be happy,
To feel good in this relationship we've created.
Countless of unsucessul relationship i've gone through,
I treasured, fight, debabte so much cause i know you're not one of a kind.
I really hope you understand how i feel.
i just felt so insecure so afraid of loosing you.
You're my one & only boyf.


Woke up for church today.
Super tired.
I fell asleep in church as usual,
Some funny weird things happened.
Don't want to talk about it.
Went for training after that.
So lazy.!!
Haven't been in the sea for weeks.
The wind was still strong but very very shifty.
Ain't used to it.
But everything was good.
Somehow rather i think that ag girls are so condemned.
Bribaby thinks so too.I'm not the only one.
Ms naomi gave a windbreaker that has a singapore logo &
A tag that says 22nd sea games.vietnam.2003.
Cool windbreaker.
I kind of made the decision that i'm not going to take up the scholarship.
Just by thinking of it makes me feel tied down.
I'm sorry PPC.
Sleeping early tonight.
Waking up at 430am later.
Sending my precious daddy to the airport.
He's going to china for business trip.
I'll miss you.
1 week !! Gosh.
Company so many people why my daddy.
Heading to ag home after that.
PO is coming.!!
Sleeping now.Good night.
Bye earthlings.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:03 AM