2:25am.
Again, i'm still awake now.
Darling, life so quiet without you.
Everyday, i just hoped &wished that you were here with me.
Although i'm disappointed with all the things i've heard.
I still longed for you to come out.
The love is still so strong, i couldn't explain it myself.
I don't know about you.
I may be a shy retarded in the past that don't care,
Whatever,whoever that happen or comes in between us.
But i'm not the joyce i used to be in the past.
Fighting hard for what i want is not wrong at all.
Unless.. we're really over.
The 12th, 14th, 23rd, and 25th, gone in just a blink of an eye.
But i look forward to the upcoming year.
I need you,so please let me hear from you soon.

Slept at 4am again.
I'm so unhealthy. But god is with me!!
Supposingly to attend church at 9am, But i woke up at 10:45am.
So went for the 11:15am service.
I hate periods!
Everything was smooth until we finish eating at bukit timah plaza.
The cramps came like 1000 elephants stepping on my tummy!
So unlucky to have it on CHRISTMAS.
We went to a new place call marina barrage.
I would have enjoyed myself if the cramps are not there.
The place is big and the scenery is very nice.
A good place for couples too, I think.
I couldn't even walk properly. Finding place to sit everywhere i go.
I saw this lady who is so fat & her clothes are like stuck to her body.
Her butt was like twiceorthrice of mine. Her shorts look like it's gonnaburst anytime.
& she's wearing a super auntie heels.
Turn off! Yuck! Gross!
I could.t help it so wew went home.
I slept immediately after eating 2 tabs of panadols.
Until 9:30pm when brother called me.
I didn't realise it was so late, as usual.
Dad made my dinner for me.
I took about an hour or more to finish, so not like me.
My brother went to night market without me!
But he came back with food. Hoohoo.
I just finish bathing and i'm waiting for my hair to dry.
I guess i wouldn't be sleeping early cause i slept for 4hours just now.
Christmas is over!!
But new year is coming!
Bye earthlings.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 2:23 AM